Monday, October 13, 2008

HOW I FEEL TODAY...

I FEEL ADVENTUROUS TODAY
I FEEL LIKE I MIGHT FEEL THE SAME WAY TOMORROW...
I FEEL LIKE I CAN SUCCEED IN LIFE...
I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE HASN'T BEEN TOTALLY WASTED ON MY ADDICT HUSBAND...
OR MY ADDICT BEHAVIOR...
I FEEL LIKE I MIGHT BE A BETTER PERSON THAN I WAS YESTERDAY...MAYBE...
I FEEL LIKE THIS IS HOW LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE...CALM...
I FEEL LIKE IT COULD ALL COME TO A SCREECHING HALT TOMORROW...
OR MAYBE THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT...
I FEEL LIKE MY HUSBAND COULD CRASH AND BURN AND ALL MY SERENITY COULD BE GONE...
I FEEL LIKE I WON'T LET HIM HAVE CONTROL OF ME...MY EMOTIONS...
I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD KEEP MY WALL UP...AT LEAST FOR NOW
I FEEL LIKE THE WALL MIGHT NEVER COME DOWN...
MAYBE OR MAYBE NOT...
I FEEL...I GUESS THAT'S ALWAYS GOOD...