Monday, October 13, 2008

HOW I FEEL TODAY...

I FEEL ADVENTUROUS TODAY
I FEEL LIKE I MIGHT FEEL THE SAME WAY TOMORROW...
I FEEL LIKE I CAN SUCCEED IN LIFE...
I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE HASN'T BEEN TOTALLY WASTED ON MY ADDICT HUSBAND...
OR MY ADDICT BEHAVIOR...
I FEEL LIKE I MIGHT BE A BETTER PERSON THAN I WAS YESTERDAY...MAYBE...
I FEEL LIKE THIS IS HOW LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE...CALM...
I FEEL LIKE IT COULD ALL COME TO A SCREECHING HALT TOMORROW...
OR MAYBE THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT...
I FEEL LIKE MY HUSBAND COULD CRASH AND BURN AND ALL MY SERENITY COULD BE GONE...
I FEEL LIKE I WON'T LET HIM HAVE CONTROL OF ME...MY EMOTIONS...
I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD KEEP MY WALL UP...AT LEAST FOR NOW
I FEEL LIKE THE WALL MIGHT NEVER COME DOWN...
MAYBE OR MAYBE NOT...
I FEEL...I GUESS THAT'S ALWAYS GOOD...

3 comments:

Mary P Jones (MPJ) said...

Yay, Misty! I was wondering how I missed the fact that you have a blog, but I see it's brand new. Am I the first commenter? Please say I'm the first commenter!

Mary P Jones (MPJ) said...

(I'm the first and second commenter. Tee hee! Wasn't sure if you had moderation on, but you don't.)

Lou said...

Starting over? Don't we all feel like that sometimes!